May 29th, 2012

thathorse-obsessedgirl:

I apologize for such graphic pictures, but I’m not sugarcoating this.

Today while I was working at the barn, I saw this dog on the way back from a ride. He stood up and walked very cautiously over to the horses, but he didn’t come very close. He didn’t bark or growl, he just stood there. I couldn’t leave him there, I had to go back and get him with my car.

I got out of my car and walked slowly up to him. He put his head down and came towards me without my calling or anything. He sat down next to me (I didn’t pet him because he clearly has bad mange) and wagged his tail. He looked at me with his pretty blue-green eyes full of hope and I think he knew he would be ok.

I called every nearby animal control number and the Houston Humane Society right down the road. I had to go through so many menu options before I finally left a message… None of them have called me back, about eight hours later. 

I took matters into my own hands. I didn’t want to put him in my car because I transport my own dog, but I couldn’t just leave him. I figured there would be some way to sanitize my car so I gave in and called someone at the barn to help me get him in my car. He’s a small dog, but he has scabs all over his body and I wanted someone with gloves.

Anyways, I drove about five minutes to Houston Humane and the first thing the admissions lady told me is that they’ll hold him for three days and if no one claims him, they’ll put him down. Nope, that’s not gonna happen. I asked her where else I could take him and she gave me the number and address of BARC. I thanked her and got some gloves from her and loaded him back up in my car for the 45-minute drive to BARC.

They shuffled me around everywhere at BARC. I went through the door that said, “Entrance” and the guy made me go back through the “Exit” door. I know this doesn’t seem like much, but this puppy could hardly walk. He stumbled as if he were drunk and would occasionally just plop down. They determined he was too sick for him to be in the main building with all the other dogs, so I had to load him back up in my car and drive him to the rear entrance.

Some kind volunteers directed me to the vet building, and I waited in there for a vet tech for about 15 minutes. I sat next to him and talked to him. I told him over and over that he would be ok and I wouldn’t let anything happen to him. I told him he’s going to make an amazing pet someday and he’s in a safe place. I promised him.

The exhausted-looking vet tech came out, took my driver’s license (which they had already done at the front..) and entered me into “the system.” Then she came back over to me and the dog, whom I had named JoJo, and informed me of his fate. She said two very conflicting things and I’m still confused. First, she said that they’ll wait three days for someone to claim him, then have him evaluated by a vet and put him up for adoption if he’s not aggressive (which he clearly wasn’t). Good news, right? Then she said they’ll wait three days for someone to claim him and then euthanize him. I kept trying to clear this up with her and determine which one she meant because she wasn’t making sense, but I never got a clear answer. I’m pretty sure the answer is more towards the second option than the first.

Then I got mad. I asked her why the hell I took him there if they’re just going to kill him, just like they would’ve at Houston Humane. She shrugged and I said, “Ok well thanks,” and left with tears welling up.

I pretended to text on the way back to my car so the volunteers wouldn’t ask what was wrong. I got to my car and broke down crying for poor little JoJo. All I could think about was how amazing he’d be as someone’s dog and how I had promised him over and over that he’d be ok. I called Christy (the barn manager, we kept in contact the whole time so she knew what was going on) and told her the news and she got mad, too. She kept saying, “Why the hell do they call themselves a no-kill when they clearly do if the dog is the slightest bit sick? They’re not going to do ANYTHING for him?” My thoughts exactly.

I drove home crying and took a nice, hot shower. Christy had called me again while I was in the shower so I called her back and she had some good news for me. She knows a woman who brought a stray like JoJo into BARC, donated some money for his initial treatments, and then fostered him (and later ended up adopting him). Christy is actually offering to donate $250 to help him and she knows another woman who loves pitbulls and is already offering to foster him.

I’m not begging everyone to reblog this, though that would be appreciated. I’m not gonna hate you if you don’t. I won’t be mad if no one offers a little cash for his initial treatment. But it would make me and JoJo feel a lot better if you did.

We have until Thursday to figure all of this out. This dog needs a miracle, but Christy and I won’t stop until he gets his miracle.

P.S. To whoever did this to this dog - I sincerely hope you suffer equally as much as he did/does/will. I hope you find out how it feels to have someone give up on you, and that no one gives you a second chance. I know you’re out there because he has a collar and he’s neutered. It makes me sick to know that you exist.

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bryankonietzko:

This is a cool new video conceived and directed by my friend Sofia Garza-Barba, for a really pretty song by Ashtar Command. Sofia is from Monterey, Mexico, and studied Film & Video production at the Brooks Institute of Photography in Santa Barbara, CA. She leads a production company called Espina Blanca, which focuses on supporting female talent, and they always do top-notch work. You can check out more of Sofia’s imaginative, whimsical projects here, including a music video for Deru.

lovely. I almost forgot that victorian people took photographs with the dead in the past.

May 23rd, 2012
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circles-triangles:

梁靜茹: 可惜不是你

可惜不是你 陪我到最後
曾一起走 卻走失那路口
感謝那是你 牽過我的手
還能感受那温柔

May 20th, 2012

world-thru-my-ears:

黃小琥-沒那麼簡單 (by zeronsr2000)

(Super Junior 규현 리메이크 도 했다)

혼자 있는 게 정말 좋다고 생각하는데…왠지…

…맘 아파.

Not that easy

It’s not that easy

To find someone whom you can converse with

Especially after witnessing so many betrayals

It’s always unsettling

But I just have to steel myself

Who killed my sense of romance?

 

It’s not that easy

To love without caring about everything else

Becoming realistic

Has its advantages, but also has its drawbacks

I don’t like solitude

But as time passes, I get used to it

Without having to worry about someone

Or having someone watch over me

 

When I’m happy I’ll busy myself with this and that

When I’m tired I’ll just space out

The opinions of others

I’ll just listen casually

But make decisions on my own

I don’t want to have too many emotions

A glass of wine, together with a movie

On a weekend night, with my handphone switched off

I’ll curl up comfortably on the couch

 

Being in love is not that easy

Everyone has their temperaments

Having passed the age of dreaming

I’ve come to prefer peace to passion

Being happy is not easy

Which is why it is so coveted

The years of naivete

Were my most uninhibited

So I’m glad that they have now become

The past.

 

My yearnings are the most heartbreaking

But also the most touching memories.

May 17th, 2012
npr:

A new Maryland company is betting that its mixture of soy, pea powder, carrot fiber and gluten-free flour tastes a lot like real chicken. Beyond Meat plans to expand into fake pork and ground beef next. (via Betting Better Fake Chicken Meat Will Be As Good As The Real Thing : The Salt)
Photo: Yuki Noguchi / NPR

As long as it doesn’t taste like tofu 

npr:

A new Maryland company is betting that its mixture of soy, pea powder, carrot fiber and gluten-free flour tastes a lot like real chicken. Beyond Meat plans to expand into fake pork and ground beef next. (via Betting Better Fake Chicken Meat Will Be As Good As The Real Thing : The Salt)

Photo: Yuki Noguchi / NPR

As long as it doesn’t taste like tofu 

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May 16th, 2012

piragon:

Ruslana - Wild Dances

One good thing to come out of playing the otherwise excrutiationally bad gtaiv pc port.

May 11th, 2012

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May 10th, 2012
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thesassylorax:

love-and-treason:

killthebloodyredprinceofdeath:

jinxyourself:

 A little backstory to this clip before you watch it:

Will Smith’s father abandoned him and his mother when he was a child, and when Will was finally getting into show business and making a name for himself, he tried to sneak his way back into his life like nothing happened. Will co-wrote this episode, and James Avery (Uncle Phil) said “this scene was the hardest thing I’ve ever had to shoot in my life. Every emotion, every word.. that was Will”

Will was actually supposed to play it off and then walk away, and there was originally an alternate scene that was supposed to happen, but he actually completely cut out what was supposed to be said, and did all of his own dialogue. The hug at the end of this scene is completely genuine, and this was a stepping stone in Will’s career where he started to take on the “do what feels, sounds, and looks right” approach to his acting.

FOREVER REBLOG!

i just teared up watching this… favorite actor. ♥

FOREVER REBLOG. 

If that stories true…..

I believe it’s true. Look at that raw emotion in Will. He isn’t acting; he’s venting his own real life frustrations and it shows. 

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May 6th, 2012
That’s me right now

That’s me right now

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April 29th, 2012

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